Still finding the depth of a person who can swerve an asked attention.
Valuing attention from a person who I grew to value.
Still trying to understand and yet still understanding, because both are real and both are true.
Giving is a gift for the giver, and when you give you feel.
And that feeling is then fondly felt.
Knowing that something’s are real, knowing that a guard lowered by them, is the one you raise for them.
Living up to a friendship is a full time job.
But you turn up with your tools and you work hard.
And as you work so hard you smile, because that’s how helping your friend makes you feel.
Because you know it’s real.